I was maybe 11 or 12 years old, and I had the 12 gauge right there and ammo free as a bird. Guns and ammo were everywhere. You hoped I would shoot myself, but I am too strong. It was you I wanted to kill. I was going to wait for you to lie down for sleep, then barge in, and as you sat up, blow your guts out your back and onto the wall. I would have then shot mother too, since she propagated the abuse, enabled you to beat me and her, some sicko twisted Jesus Christ story. Chances are, I would have killed my brother too, since he was in on the abuse and never tried to stop it.
You know, I think about it a lot, but I am too strong for you, and the rest of the family. I have overcome you all. I am on my way to success. Finally! And that bothers you the most. You could not subdue me. I have risen above you. I kick your ass every day.
I will rest my feet on your head.
You know, I think about it a lot, but I am too strong for you, and the rest of the family. I have overcome you all. I am on my way to success. Finally! And that bothers you the most. You could not subdue me. I have risen above you. I kick your ass every day.
I will rest my feet on your head.
If you are under the age of 18 and you are suffering from parental abuse, especially physical abuse, take pictures of the bruises and blood, the marks on your body, and go show the principal at your school, and the authorities. Call the authorities and have the abuser arrested, then get a restraining order so the abuser cannot come near you. Get a lawyer and sue the abuser for all they are worth, take that money and go get a college degree, and/or learn a trade. Do good for your life and believe that justice can be done. Do not fear your abuser, but get angry and plot their demise!
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